Saturday, March 31, 2012

Big changes :)

So....tonight is the weigh in.

For the last 2 months I've been stuck at 347.

Tonight....342.8

Not nearly as much as I hoped, but at least I'm not stalled.

Life has been changing a lot. At the start of this month, David had a very important question for me.....it involved this:



Needless to say, I said yes :)

But it also means I have a lot of work to do....since I will NOT get married looking how I do now.

I bought a Fitbit, and was all excited to try it out.....and it ended up being defective. So now I have to wait a week for a replacement one :(

We're also going to be buying a house this summer.....so lots of life changes, although I couldn't be more excited :)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Updates

Sorry I havent posted an update in 2 months. Reason being is there is no updates.

Just weighed in for February. 347. Still. WTH?!

2 months I've been stuck at this number. I have been eating ok, in fact, I actually got my wisdom teeth removed 2 weeks ago so I hardly ate anything for like a week. I just don't get it.

I have 4 months to lose 47 pounds to meet my birthday goal. And I'm terrified there is no freaken way I'm going to be able to do it.

Failure. It's a crippling thing.

But I'm just going to try. Once weather warms up I can really kick things up. Or I can just say the hell with it and sign up for a gym membership already. I dunno. Thing is, I might be moving in a few months to live with my boyfriend (finally!) so a membership seems kinda silly.

I'm trying not to think about it tonight. Going to distract my mind.